...She can't just go back on that immediately, because it suits her. Yuume's eyes are distant, and they stare off down the road ahead rather than to Seto himself. "...You would consider it bad, I feel. ...You already have such grim thoughts for what becomes of the world with the addition of Shadows, and the like. And for all the trade-offs involved, I can't see any way to explain what I do without you viewing it with disgust. I... ...I chose my work for a reason," she manages softly. "A reason that for me, shaped my very life. ...But with all I know about it, and about the risks involved, I cannot at all say it's 'not so bad'. Without my job, things would be so much worse, for so many... ...and more than that, the world I live in...it's my home. ...Of course it can't be perfect, but..."
But somehow it's that much worse to expect to hear fear, and distaste, if such things are explained.
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She told him she would be more candid.
...She can't just go back on that immediately, because it suits her. Yuume's eyes are distant, and they stare off down the road ahead rather than to Seto himself. "...You would consider it bad, I feel. ...You already have such grim thoughts for what becomes of the world with the addition of Shadows, and the like. And for all the trade-offs involved, I can't see any way to explain what I do without you viewing it with disgust. I... ...I chose my work for a reason," she manages softly. "A reason that for me, shaped my very life. ...But with all I know about it, and about the risks involved, I cannot at all say it's 'not so bad'. Without my job, things would be so much worse, for so many... ...and more than that, the world I live in...it's my home. ...Of course it can't be perfect, but..."
But somehow it's that much worse to expect to hear fear, and distaste, if such things are explained.